Title:  Blood Splattered Mirror
Author: quinnsan 
Group(s): Super Junior
Pairing: HenHae
Genre: Angst, Tiny amount of fluff at the very end.
Rating: PG-13
Flame?:  None. ^^
Summary: They had thought he was happy, thought everything was fine. But they were wrong and by the time they had figured it out it was too late.
Beta’d By: dritree 
A.N.:  Inspired by my horribly bad day, so don’t kill me for writing death fic. D= I sadly do not own any of the boys… though we all know we’d love to own at least one of them.
X-Posted to: miracle______ 

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It was supposed to be a fun day, all 15 of them were going to go out to eat together but when one of them didn’t show up and didn’t respond to any of their phone calls or text messages, they all began to worry. Especially Donghae.

“Hae I’m sure he’s fine. I bet he just fell asleep on his phone again, you told me about him doing that remember?” EunHyuk said, putting an arm around his friend’s shoulder and Donghae gave EunHyuk a smile, though it was fake, the worry in his eyes was plain for everyone to see.

“Yeah, that was pretty funny…he woke up and thought he had broken his phone because it wouldn’t turn on. But he had just forgotten to charge it.” Donghae said, his phone clutched tightly in one hand.

“Why don’t we go back to the hotel and check on him then?” Eeteuk said, his face showing the concern he felt for Donghae being so worried over Henry not being there.

“Yeah lets go check on him and drag his ass out of the room so we can all eat. I’m starving.” Hankyung smacked Heechul half heartedly on the head, knowing that Heechul was just being Heechul, he didn’t mean any harm by what he said.

When they arrived at the hotel, they all piled into two elevators and took them up to the floor where there rooms were. “Hae, why don’t you go in and check on him by yourself? I don’t think he’d appreciate 14 people crowding into the room. Especially if he’s asleep.” Eeteuk said, smiling encouragingly at Donghae.

Donghae nodded before unlocking the door and slipping inside, leaving the door slightly opened behind him. The lights were all off, but the curtains were wide open, letting light into the room. Donghae paused momentarily to gaze out the window, the skies were becoming darker. It was going to rain.

He looked around the room and that’s when he saw it. Blood. Splattering the surface of the mirror. His heart felt it was going to burst out of his chest and he suddenly felt really cold.

Donghae stepped towards the mirror, it was on the other side of one of the beds, it was a fairly large room after all, so it allowed room for a full length mirror to be placed on the wall besides one of the beds. As he got closer and closer the silence enveloped him, and all he could hear was the extremely loud and fast beating of his own heart.

Then he saw him, the reflection in the mirror telling him exactly what he was thinking, but didn’t want to believe. He stepped closer and what he saw made him feel as if the world around him had stopped completely.

Tears started to stream down Donghae’s face as he kneeled on the floor, cradling his lover’s body. “Henry…why…why would you do this to yourself? I thought..we all thought you were ok…” His thoughts were jumbled, he couldn’t think clearly.

The only thing he knew was that Henry was gone and when it fully clicked in his mind, he couldn’t stop the tears, he couldn’t stop the loud uncontrollable sobs that brought the rest of Super Junior running into the room.

They all stopped, some running into others when they saw Donghae cradling a blood covered Henry. Hankyung was the first to break the silence. “Hae..”

“He’s dead. He took his own fucking life because of those stupid fucking fangirls who can’t understand…who can’t understand…” Donghae broke down into more sobbing, his face buried in Henry’s soft hair.

They found the note a short time later, Henry had left it on the center of the bed.

There can never been enough words to describe how sorry I am for what I am about to do. I know all you will be angry with me, you’ll cry. But please, don’t hang onto this bad memory forever.

I want all of you, for me to remember all the good times, don’t dwell on this horrible moment forever. I’ll never forgive any of you if you do, especially you Hae.

Hae, you are the most important person to me in the entire world and I’m sorry, I’m so so sorry that I’m going to cause you so much pain. But I just can’t..I just can’t take it anymore. The chanting..its gotten to me. I told all of you I was fine, I acted like I was fine but inside..it was tearing me apart until there was nothing left.

The only ray of sunshine in all of this was you guys, was you Donghae. You guys were friends…no you were my family. You accepted me when a lot of fans wouldn’t. I’ll never forget any of you and you know that.

Love, Henry.

P.S. Donghae, I love you, I always have and always will. Please don’t ever forget that.

Donghae never did forget that, he along with the rest of Super Junior eventually were able to move on with their lives, going through a 2 year hiatus before they were able to bring themselves to go back to work. Donghae found himself a beautiful wife, not as beautiful as Henry, but he loved her, not as much as Henry and she understood that. She understood how important Henry had been to him, so that was why she told Donghae to pick the name of their newborn son, and he named him Henry.

OWARI.